Firewalls

I honestly hate using ifs

Though if only I could confine my whole world only around you

To skip all thoughts and tie only what that there's about you to my neck

Fix you in my blood till your fully a concentration I can't dilute

Hardwire these untouchable memories

Fill my love bank with love only for you

Trust me, I lately hate writing poems

But these races you make me walk everyday leave me without an option

Trust me if I had one, I wouldn't let my mind get occupied by you

You gave me a false heartbeat yet I never thought such a thing existed

This should have been a happening poem

But here I am pinning my tears on paper

Because the ink honestly understands and bears the pain my shoulders cannot

Imagine all that I gave you

Those tongue twisters I would spend sleepless nights to draft just for you to smile

I lost my visionary and creativity to a creature am sure God didn't create

Because you have no heart truly

I pity your soul mate

I am glad we turned out to be soul mates never meant to be

You mistook my love letters for lust

I was exploring to implore something you tainted for your carnal desires

I am the trash you trashed out

Find me in apartment 22

There you will find 2 people

I and the other that could have been you

Just so you know, I moved on faster than you expected

You should have used me while you still had a chance to

Happily, now you can't

Not even in the next life

A modern breakup with hope you find your type

Gladly I wasn't

And never could have been

-Safe Haven